One thing I learned on the first
leg of our full-time traveling ministry (I actually learned a lot more than one
thing but this one is what I'm writing about today) concerns “Divine
Appointments”. I spent the first two months trying so hard to share the Gospel
with anyone who would listen. I literally wore myself out mentally trying to
witness. By the end of the first two months I was emotionally and spiritually
drained. I was so frustrated at how many people would turn away God’s word and
the confidence they had in doing so. I felt like I was at my wit’s end. I was
praying for a “Divine appointment” from God, just someone to share the Gospel
with. Finally, with less than seven days to go, God gave us a man to talk to,
someone who wanted to hear. God answered that prayer through an unnamed,
homeless, veteran. We talked a long while and my wife and I gave him tracts and
a new Bible and we went away knowing God had ordained and anointed that meeting,
a Divine Appointment.
I was excited! And with less than a
few days to go before leaving the area I began praying for another one. And
when we got down to our last day I was getting disappointed. The day before we
were to pack up and move on we decided to drive down to the beach and spend a
couple hours just sitting in the sun watching the waves. I watched the Pelicans
for a while as they glided along the waves and then they would swoop up and
turn and dive into the water. I watched them for some time and began to ponder
the intricacies of God’s creation. I was relaxing for the first time in two
months. I began a little conversation in my head with God. I thought about
Jesus going up into the mountain alone to pray all night before announcing His
chosen twelve in Luke 6:12. I
thought about what it must have been like to spend all night in the wilderness
talking with God. Then I heard a voice say “This is it”. I finally realized,
this was my divine appointment. God just wanted to spend some quality time with
me. I felt like a complete idiot. Not only had I been missing the answer to my
prayer, but I had been missing the most important Divine Appointment I could
ever have. I was missing a Divine Appointment with my Creator, my Savior, my
friend and my God! I could sense that for two months God had been trying to get
me to stop trying so hard to prove my status as a Missionary/Evangelist and
just fellowship with Him for a while. No wonder I was so exhausted.
Of course all that reminds me of
the story of the sisters Martha and Mary. Martha was working her rear off
trying to be a good hostess and wanting everything to be just right. And all
the time Mary was sitting in the living-room with the men just listening to
Jesus. And I feel like His response to Martha’s frustration must be similar to
His response to my “vanity of vanities”. She demanded that Mary stop sitting
around and help her. Then Jesus told her, “Martha, Martha, you are worried and
bothered about so many things; but only one thing is necessary, for Mary has
chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her” (Luke 10:41, 42 NASB). It is a lesson we
would all do well to learn. Yes, spending time serving God in whatever ministry
we feel called to is an important thing. But the most important thing we can do
(after we have been born-again) is to spend some quality time with our Lord. If
we neglect such an important appointment we can count on our ministry not being
as fruitful as we would like. And we can count on our ministry becoming more of
a chore than a blessing. So take some time to just find a quiet spot and
fellowship with our God. It will do you a great deal of good.
Be blessed my friends,
Rev. W. S. Caplinger C.E.
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